Choosing Abnormalcy


These past three years have been quite a humbling experience. I stopped speaking for a year, stopped traveling by any means other than my feet and in the process went bare-feet. It was only natural that people would think me mad and they did. Truth be told my mental reasoning is not the same as those persons around me because it is affected by my spiritual pursuits. So my family has had me forcefully medicated to make me normal again but how can someone after breaking the normalcy barrier ever want to be normal again. Now every rainbow brings delight, as does the stars, wind, trees, sun, moon, rain, river and sea. I am living in paradise.

These Spirit led walks have yielded much for me and those who come along. I walked out my constant gibberish of tales of who did what to me. I became immersed in the scenery of starlit nights, white clouds and the different hues of blue sky, and the rainbow patterns painted across them. My dreams have become saturated with the colors of the sky and the things the sky can do; all because of the Great Spirit, the Creator creating scenery after scenery of bliss and resolving fears. I became calm and sedated.

My heart has been searched by three fallen stars because the light searches every man. I am blessed that the stars came down as a walking triangle that climbed the stairs and peeped around corners in my room a dream of mine. Or that I have dreamed of rainbows more striking than the sky of grey clouds. That they caused fear to cripple me and drove me to hide from their colored patterns that were everywhere as if it was as Armageddon, only to realize in the dream that the plane’s chemtrail was the only thing to fear because it was blinding me with one shot to the eye and killing me with chemicals that not even the pool of water I dived into could defuse. I was a fool for fearing the beauty of the rainbows.

Walking was seeing two puppies saved from downing in a roadside gully, while their yelping brother jumped for victory and celebrated with each victory. Walking is seeing the Creator in all materializing before me.


Spiritual Wickedness in High Places

The only sacrifice that has ever been accepted in the House of Judah, or in Iz’zarael is praise and worship and it is the only sacrifice accepted in the House of Zion. Neither killing the life of animals, or the life of the perfect man-God can remit sins. In all of the Spiritual Houses the Spirit of Grace saves and remits all sins.

Had the sacrifice of a life been accepted, all evil would have been cleansed from those having faith in the sacrifice, though that sacrifice is an evil. Relying on the killing of a God for self is evil.

Hebrews 10:2 ‘For then would they not have ceased to be offered? Because that the worshippers once purged should have no more conscience of sin.” Hebrew 10:11 ‘And every priest standeth daily ministering and offering oftentimes the same sacrifices, which can never take away sin.’ Like, eating Jesus’s body and drinking his blood in the very carnal communions, a carnal evil occurring in a spiritual house, as the remission of sin is a matter for the Spirit.

The Holy Spirit, Creator of all that is, was and will ever be has never required the killing of that which is created to remit our sins. The Lord required sacrifice but never the Holy Spirit. This spiritual wickedness is of hearts that are sprinkled from an evil conscience. Counting on the blood of the covenant is an unholy thing and an insult to the Spirit of Grace, the Great I Am, whether that sacrifice be Jehovah’s or Jesus’s sacrifice and as with Abraham and Isaac the sacrifice would have always been saved. Hebrews 10:22, “Of how much sorer punishment, suppose ye, shall he be thought worthy, who hath trodden under foot the Son of God, and hath counted the blood of the covenant, where with he was sanctified, an unholy thing, and hath done despite unto the Spirit of grace?”

To rely on the killing of another for the saving of self is an unholy thing, of powers and principalities and spiritual wickedness in High Places. Trod not on Jesus’s grave. Jesus was saved by the Holy Spirit and is a living God. All of the House of Judah are saved by going to the Holy Spirit with repentant hearts and offering praise and worship.

Hebrew 10:5 ‘…Sacrifice and offering thou wouldest not, but a body hadst though prepared me.’ That body is the Temple. We are the Temples of the Holy Spirit. It is our Temples that need cleansing, our hearts that need to be contrite to accept rather than reject the Holy Spirit.

For the saving of the soul is a matter for the Great Spirit. It is a spiritual matter. Hebrews 10:39 ‘But we are not of them that draw back unto perdition; but of them that believe to the saving of the soul.’

Iz’zarael is faith in the Holy Spirit, the No Thing, that which is nameless and numberless, that which has No Person and is the All Person, and such is the faith of the House of Zion. The faith of all of the House of Judah is in the saving of the soul.

The Great Spirit has removed the Scepter of the wicked from off the ground with a Lion and the Mountain is coming down.


Thy Will be done Great Spirit.

Immovable You

Here I am waiting on you again.

Dirty little secret, I love it

But I hate how you sleep until the sun is ripe in the sky,

Lumber down the stairs and ask for food,

Then expect me to play wife.

I hate that you never pick a dish up to wash, nor scrub the tub

and that I’m still waiting to go driving around the town,

Stop in one of our favorite restaurants

and talk about only things you can get,

Run back home and entangle legs,

Until tomorrow when I see you lumbering down the stairs again.